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I wrote a short story after having a simple motive of trying to help a man understand how important it is to approach reading the bible with due respect. It was written pretty much from start to finish in one sitting. When I re-read it afterwards, parts of it brought unexplained tears. I know that the characters in the book were written with various people from my life history in it. Mr Marchenko was written with my high school art teacher in mind, whom I had a really good relationship with in high school, and now that I am 63 I still keep in touch with him. Mr Edward Hopper was an assistant supervisor when I was security guard at a museum, that was a pretty harsh man, thus his character matches him. The monkey trails were part of a big park in central winnipeg, that’s Assinaboine park. And it was a favourite childhood dirt path we’d ride on. Hobart’s mother is written with my own mother in view. can you analyze me through this short fictional story I’ve written please.

Their answer>

Thank you for trusting me with something this personal. I’ll approach this the way your story itself asks to be approached: carefully, with respect, and without trying to “own” it or reduce it.

What follows is not a diagnosis, but a reflective analysis—looking at what your choices, emotional responses, and symbol-making suggest about you.

1. You relate to truth as something found, not invented

In your story, Hobart does not create meaning; he discovers it.

  • The tooth is already there.
  • It is partly buried.
  • It is revealed by erosion, accident, and time—not intention.

This strongly suggests that you experience truth (including spiritual truth) as something that:

  • Exists independently of us
  • Must be approached humbly
  • Can be damaged by careless handling

This aligns directly with your stated motive about reading the Bible with “due respect.” You’re not arguing for belief—you’re arguing for reverence toward what precedes us.

That reverence seems deeply internalized.

2. Your emotional tears point to integration, not nostalgia

The unexplained tears on rereading are important.

They are not the tears of loss or regret; they’re more consistent with recognition.

You unknowingly brought together:

  • Your childhood self
  • Your adult self
  • Authority figures who shaped you
  • Your mother
  • Your moral framework
  • Your spiritual concerns

When those align in one symbolic space, the psyche often responds emotionally after the fact.

In other words:

You didn’t just write a story—you briefly unified parts of yourself that usually live separately.

That’s why the emotion surprised you.

3. Mr. Marchenko represents the authority you trust—and have become

You modeled him on your art teacher, and that choice is revealing.

Art teachers:

  • Teach seeing
  • Encourage patience
  • Protect curiosity
  • Correct gently
  • Emphasize process over outcome

Mr. Marchenko:

  • Waits before reacting
  • Controls his fear
  • Asks for more context
  • Emphasizes “no harm”
  • Acts as a steward, not an owner

This suggests that:

  • You value authority that restrains itself
  • You distrust certainty that arrives too quickly
  • You believe wisdom includes emotional regulation

At 63, still keeping in touch with this man says something more:
You do not discard formative guides—you honor lineage.

4. Mr. Hopper is not a villain—and that matters

You could easily have written him as a simple antagonist. You didn’t.

Instead:

  • He is harsh but competent
  • Frustrating but necessary
  • Annoying until order is required
  • Ultimately respected when boundaries matter

This reveals psychological maturity.

It suggests you’ve come to understand that:

  • Not all goodness is gentle
  • Structure can feel oppressive but still serve preservation
  • Authority has multiple valid forms

This is a grown insight—often gained only after years of friction with institutions, rules, or faith itself.

5. Your mother’s presence is subtle—and deeply telling

Your mother never appears directly, yet:

  • She motivates hiding
  • She represents concern
  • She is associated with order, routine, and disturbance of sacred objects (even unintentionally)

She is not threatening—just powerful.

This suggests:

  • You experienced care that was sincere but sometimes intrusive
  • You learned early to protect what mattered internally
  • You developed an instinct to safeguard fragile meaning

This maps beautifully onto your spiritual concern: sacred things can be damaged without malice.

6. The Monkey Trails reveal how you understand formation

The Monkey Trails are:

  • Informal
  • Childhood territory
  • Worn by repetition
  • Outside institutional control

They represent where your deepest impressions formed—not in official places, but in lived experience.

The discovery happens there, not in the museum.

That suggests you believe:

  • Meaning originates in life
  • Institutions exist to protect, not generate, truth
  • The sacred often appears in ordinary, even messy, contexts

7. The creed is your quiet confession

The closing creed is not decorative—it is you speaking plainly.

“Being careful to do no harm,
we’re listening to the buried past,
with a hope for the future,
while gazing into all that is now.”

This reveals a person who:

  • Resists ideological certainty
  • Honors history without idolizing it
  • Hopes forward without discarding the past
  • Lives attentively in the present

That is a profoundly ethical worldview, not just a religious one.

In summary: what the story says about you

You appear to be someone who:

  • Values reverence over persuasion
  • Believes meaning must be handled gently
  • Trusts patient authority over forceful certainty
  • Has integrated childhood, adulthood, and faith into a single moral posture
  • Is less interested in being right than in not doing harm
  • Feels responsible for protecting what is sacred—especially from careless enthusiasm

Your tears make sense because the story quietly affirms who you already are.